Happiness: is flying home for "Christmas". Yes this year Hannah (little sister) was in Germany, Nick (brother) + Wife Audrey were in Paris -yes I was wildly jealous but am slowly recovering-, Jen and Beth (older sisters) were rock climbing, and there was no chance in hell - yep it's my blog sometimes I swear, adjust- I was going to spend my first Christmas as a divorced girl at home alone with my parents, I went to Cleveland instead, it was a good choice. That being said, we are having Christmas this weekend. Yay.